The voices are loud, pounding in my head."Worthless""Useless" "Waste of Space"They scream and echo in my darkest moments.The waves of sadness washes over me and drags me under.I drown in these words and feelings with no way out.
The voices are loud, pounding in my head."Worthless""Useless" "Waste of Space"They scream and echo in my darkest moments.The waves of sadness washes over me and drags me under.I drown in these words and feelings with no way out.
We are living history.As we live,As we breathe,History swirls around us.It is formed and weaved.It is molded and twisted. The tiny parts of us,That we no longer care about,Create the path that we followAnd that others observe.We are living history.Our physical bodies may die,But our footprints stay forever.The people we meet,The actions we take,The dominoes …
Stirring awake,Plants and animals emergeRising from their hidden world.Ice and snow recede.Now, the Earth will be covered withGreen grass and colorful flowers.
Resolving to change myselfEvery year, I hope to be Someone different, someoneOther than who I truly am.Loving myself is an Unattainable goal when I alwaysTalk down on myself. WillI ever be happy with who I am Or will I always want to change?New year, but the same worries last.
White lights wink on the housesIcicles drip down from the roofsNeighborhoods are decoratedTinsel is overflowingEvery home feels bright and warmReady for Christmas day
Drifting from the sky comes the dazzling snow Embracing the Earth in a white blanketCreating an Everlasting joy in those young and oldMany kids stop and shoutBurying their hands in the fresh coatEager to play and have funRacing together through the night
Hurt. Pain. Abandonment.These emotions swirl within my head. My heart drops the moment I hear your voice.You blame me for everything, but I’ve done nothing.I know this, and you know this.But neither one of us will say anything.This cycle of worthlessness continues.
February was the time for nonfiction audiobooks to shine, as that was my main focus when reading this past month. I learned some very interesting information from them, and it led me to finding some more research areas. One of the books I read may even lead to a new book series that I do …
New Year, New Me I say this every year But I’m still the same old me. Nothing changes I make the same goals Hoping to fill some kind of hole But it never happens Goal 1 I will become more organized Ha! That’s laughable. My desk stays a mess The clothes pile up Papers are …
Power can be so addicting. I can easily make anyone obey. The people in this society are so unthinking. Have you ever wanted to twist a kind soul? Give them a taste of strength, and then take it away? It can send them into a spiraling black hole. The weakest in mind are so easy …